My lad, it is 1 month today that you left me, and the pain goes on. I am writing this with tears streaming down my face, so it is hard to see! I miss you so much, and I keep dreaming you are back with me, but when I wake up, you are gone, it's so cruel. Til the day we are reunited, my heart will be dead, I love you soooooooooooo much, my lovely boy. Your always grieving dad. xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx