I found Muchloved by off chance when i found a site called empty cradles, which is a site where you can send letters to heaven to your ever loved baby or child..Since finding muchloved, i have met a few friends, including martyn, kerry & iris, which i have never met, but although it is very sad what has happened to each & every one of us, you realise you are not on your own.Each and every situation has been different, but we all feel the same pain, anger, heartache, emptiness and sadness, but it has found me comfort and hope..My beautiful baby Christopher was only 4 months old when he fell asleep, which 4 months ago, i realise under other situations that i was lucky to have him so long and i treasured every single day...My heart goes out to you all & i hope this site helps bring comfort to you all. Love Deanna x x x